samedi 21 novembre 2015

First post and symptoms I

It is difficult to remember what exactly was my very first symptom. Looking backward everything could be a fucking very first symptom. My clumsiness, my lack of organization. I think the first thing that was out of the usual was this
strange thing happening while doing sports too intensely. I had then difficulties to keep my gaze steady. It was around 2010. Almost at the same time I had this black spot in my field of view. A tiny fly. Not very annoying and it
was happening only when I was staring at a screen for too long. Theses might not be clinical symptoms but they were strange things.

My first real symptom started in December 2013 (no relapse yet). Just the year before my 30th birthday. I thought it was stress. Now I need to do regular self catetherization. I had difficulties to pass urine. Difficulty to start peeing. It has a deep link with my emotional state, so I thought that It was some kind of psycho-somatic thing. It was not a psycho-somatic thing, it was MS. More or less at the same moment I realized that one of my leg stopped functioning if used it too much -after half an hour jogging. Now it is after half an hour of walking.